谁能用英语翻译蔡依林<<假装>>里的对白

我看著你 瞳孔似乎适应了黑暗 但是 对你的焦距 却越来越模糊 ㄧ直到现在我才发现 爱你 跟不爱你 都是不能假装的"

I look at your pupil seems to be adapted to the dark but you focus more and more blurred ㄧ until now I have found that love you and do not like to pretend that you are not "

这个问题～～比较难，我还是先拿两分吧